2012 promise

i shall keep my blog updated :) promise :) this is a gift for myself and my kids :) teehee

xoxo, isai

today i:
washed and ironed my clothes
watched the impeachment trial
ate ice cream and mango
later i will:
work for 2 hrs
see chinose :) :D

1yr and 9 days ago..

My last post was exactly 1 year and 9 days ago. I've always wanted to keep my own blogsite since I believe that 'memories' are made to be cherished. Even though not everything may fall in the 'awesome' category, they'll all definitely be 'memorable' not only because they happened but because they counted, after all, 'being awesome' is definitely subjective.

Today has not been one of the happiest days of my life, I could definitely say there may have been better. We had our Constitutional Law II class awhile ago, I volunteered during recitation but I guess my efforts were not good enough or maybe I'm really not good enough. I know that I should not be saying this but I really feel like ranting tonight, I dont want to burden anyone, even my boyfriend but I really feel like crap :(

I just feel like crying. :( I just feel so frustrated because I know I can always do better. I am just sure but I... (today's feb 21 already, i was not able to contain my emotions so I decided to cry my heart out last night while talking to Chino (my boyfriend), I feel kinda guilty since he felt he was holding me back, I reassured him that it was not his fault, I always had a choice to study and do good but I guess I did not choose to.)

Today is another day. There is a saying, "All good things must come to an end", definitely bad things will do to :) POSITIVITY. GOD IS GOOD, ALL THE TIME. Last night, when my world was crumbling into pieces, I really felt that God was with me through the people around me. :) Random messages made me feel tnat indeed, I should not worry too much. Things happen for a reason and that reason is for us to discover and learn from.

AJA. xoxo, isai :)